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I asked my mom, “Why?”
She answered, “Because.”
I asked again, “Why?”
She repeated, “Because it is so.”
And once more I pressed, “But why must it be so?”
And that was how I began to discover the world.
Later, when I started school, asking why was no longer appropriate: we studied hard, took exams, and handed in assignments, but that did not stop me from wanting to understand things more deeply.
Over time, I gradually stopped asking questions. I sought and accepted clear, true answers, convinced that everything was knowable.
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What is epistemological development?
Is it possible to know what is truly knowable?
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