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Visiting my sister Kristína after some time, I was struck by how many more paintings she had than I remembered. Her space felt transformed, almost like an art gallery. Her paintings were everywhere, not hung on the walls as you might expect, but leaning against furniture and arranged in small clusters. It was clear that painting had become a significant part of her life. This made me want to understand more about her journey with painting and the role it plays in her life.
A Canvas for Emotions
When I asked her about her paintings, she shared that her inspiration often comes from moments of deep emotion. She said:
“I mostly feel like painting when I am feeling melancholic or when nostalgia hits me. I think about experiences that left a strong emotional impact on me and those I wish I could relive. Usually, I look at photos to remind myself of these moments, and I try to paint what I love about them. At the same time, it helps me deal with overwhelming emotions.”
Experimenting with Creativity
My sister does not consider herself an experienced painter, but that has not stopped her from experimenting and growing as an artist. She explained:
“Painting, for me, is an experiment. Since I am not skilled in it, I get excited about every small improvement I make. For a long time, I was afraid to paint specific things on canvas because I felt I did not have the technique or skills for it. I used to enjoy just playing with shading and mixing colors to create minimalist pieces.”
The Process Over the Result
One thing she emphasised was that for her, painting is not about the final product but about the act of painting itself. She told me:
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