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1995-born. Charles University alum. Head of Performance at Mixit. 10+ years in marketing and data.

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It is not normal that I cannot stop for a moment and think in this world that is always in a hurry

Which of my actions will matter when I look back on my life?
Richard Golian
Richard Golian · 27 reads
Hi, I am Richard. On this blog, I share thoughts, personal stories, findings and what I am working on. I hope this article brings you some value.

I am on a merry-go-round that spins faster and faster.

Is this what I studied and worked for all my life? So that I cannot even stop and look back to see whether what I do makes sense?

Me, the one for whom a book and quiet were enough, today I chase things that will clearly make no sense when I look back on my life.

But to see that, I have to stop for at least a few minutes.

But today people feel they have no time to stop. That they will miss something.

That is not true.

If I do not stop, if I do not think, I may miss my whole life.

Which of my actions will matter when I look back on my life?

A good question.

Today's world, always in a hurry, is not fertile ground for good questions.

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Me, the one for whom a book and quiet were enough, today I chase things that will clearly make no sense when I look back on my life. Today people feel they have no time to stop. That they will miss something. That is not true. If I do not stop, if I do not think, I may miss my whole life.
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